Wohohohoho Farah!!!

Like finally u broke the record!!!!! OKay okay.... I promise next time I wont keep things to myself again... I know I know... To be honest, It was such a nightmare for me to just keep the things to myself... And Azzy.. I love the collage pic!! *winks*

I LOVE YOU HAALF!!!

Aneways dearest HAALF... I was thinking.. How about all of us be engaged in a healthy activity.. Lets get sweaty and smelly.. Enjoy the trekking in the jungle and last of all.. Observing Singapore skyline on the treetop walk.. I guarantee you guys that we will have lotsa fun there coz I've been there twice...

So... How about signing that up??

Date: 22 November
Timing: 8AM-12.30PM
Meeting point: RP
Plus point: there will be a 2 way bus to and from RP...

How about that?? Interesting?? For more information please contact Miss Nur Liyana @ 91800284... Chey chey..mcm paham... ahahah!!!

Aneways, here's the link...
http://myrp.rp.sg/SLA/Chiron/Lists/Treetop%20walk%20at%20MacRitchie/overview.aspx


Love Out,
Lyyyyyy

Hello babes!
this is the much awaited post --> My FIRST ENTRY!!!! *screams*

ok. I'm not very good with words.
So I shall say this --> I Love Haalf, can?

and please, if you girls want a wall to splurge things on, I can be the wall. boleh tak kita kongsi ramai2? EHK? boleh ehk?

pppssstttt shoutout to lyyy: aku sayang kau, slenge.tkmo diam2 lagi k. heeeeeee. =)


p/s: currently Im rotting at home...& i'm looking forward for a HAALF session..

Hello loveliest,

This entry is especially dedicated for Lyy as apparently I am sadden about her condition and the distance that she is with us now.

Hope you babes will understand! (:

Dearest Lyy,

You were one of the awesome things that have happened in my life so far..

Our W36M days, first duo Melacca trip, fridays' night hangouts at your place, our meet-ups with Umi...

Seriously, it have been a long time since I became to 'addicted' to a girlfren's mom eversince sec sch.

Those were priceless and nothing can replace neither those memories nor you!

I am sad that this shocking condition had to struck you and the worst part, you left us stranded whilst you were leading life in the hardest way.

The first thought that came to my mind was, "How could I be a better friend?"

The fact that I've not really been hanging out with you gerls and all... There are a few reasons to that..... But.. I just hope that after this lil confession of mine.. Urm... Im not sure how... U guys can just give me this chance to forgive myself....

It's not that Im trying to avoid any of the HAALF or wad... But but.... There's just something that stops me from being with you guys...

Well...Aeisha's latest post did hit me though.. I admit that we should never be sad or wad whenever we are together.. But the fact that what Im going through now, I just couldnt hurt or trouble u guys much further...

That blood disease of mine is acting up again.. And apparently, the doc has suspected me of having _____________. This ___________ have causes me to have mood disorder and asthma frequently.. When I get too tired or stressed up, I'll just pass out.....

The last visit to doc really hit me so so.. Till I just came to a point to just avoid everyone.. I was clueless then.. Shocked, angry with myself... I really dunnoe who to confide in to.. I was left stranded even more to confide with u gerls coz I just couldnt trouble u with my problem and knowing that my parents knew nothing about this.. Well, they knew that I used to have that blood disease, but not anymore...

So.... I pray.. Pray that HAALF can forgive me this time round... Till the next appointment with the doc, only then I'll get the final answer to all this worries....

OOooOo yaa... Aeisha... You've given a good introduction of yourself.. Coz, all this while.. I've been wanting to ask u... Wads the meaning of aeisha'B.. The "b"..haha!! You've got me answered... *winks*

Last and all...... Take care babes and do enjoy your holidays... && I miss HAALF's company..

Yours truly...

Lyyy

Let me introduce myself in HAALF. Well I am SITI AISYAH BTE AZIZ aka aeisHa`B.
Whats with the B babe?
Is it for 'Baby'?
WTH.
Hell no.
But it was what my mum call me at home and some of my friends cause they thought that I am the smallest one and why not baby for me.
But my intention was not that.
B actually stands for Bakthar.
My surname.
It was not really use by the family as my grandad doesn't wants it.
So you've guessed it.
I am an arabian girl but I dont look like one.
Some people thought that I was actully chinese.
WAH LAO WEY.
hhahahhhaha.
I am soooo not ok!
I got Japanese encestors thou.
I am just sharing.
Sometimes I like to do or wear what other dont wear.
I like to be different.
I will be very random with my questions just to start a convo with someone.
If I dont wanna talk to anyone it really means that I do not want to.
I like to hide things to myself which is very very dangerous.
It seems to me that what ever that I face is between me and that thing or person.
Others who are not involve are safe with thier state of not knowing and would not want to add on to thier difficulties in life.
If I tell or share what they can do is to listen to me and give advise thats all.
Miracle wont happen. Unless I pray to GOD for help.
That is one thing that I believe and hold on to the princip the most.
If there is UP there will always be DOWN.
If theres DOWN there will always be UP.
All I want is thier prayers thats all.
Sometimes I feel like I wanna wake up in someone elses body and lead a simple life without difficult uneccesary choices that I had to make in that life.
I know I should be receiving what is being given to me and make full use of it to lead my life till I die.
Easy said than DONE people.
HAALF have made me find my new torch to light up my day.
Even if I am sad, I cant seem to show to them cause in my mind and heart I tell myself "When I am with them I have to spent my happiness with them and not sadness cause if not there wont be any other time for that."
GOD wanted to test me as HE knows that I can handle it.
That is the reason why I dont wanna make others be in my situation cause it is not their duty or responsibility to handle that problem for me.
I have to go through it myself.
I am not trying to be emotional here but it is just that when I am sad of down with alot of mix feelings, it is better for me to type down rather than wasting my breath to talk or even throw my tentrums to others or even myself.
I was thinking of doing something different to myself such as HIGHLIGHTING my hair with colours that are like blondish white and also do some draglocks to have a signature of my own.
Thats only what I think of but will never happen.
To look through my background and lifestyle it will be an impossible mission for me to achieve as it is like to far fetch and it is agains some of the ground rules that I have live by.
I might be ambitious in some ways but i definitely have to consider some factors will then limit my dreams to go for extreme stuff.



thegirlwhowantsto'grow',
aeisHa`B

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