The fact that I've not really been hanging out with you gerls and all... There are a few reasons to that..... But.. I just hope that after this lil confession of mine.. Urm... Im not sure how... U guys can just give me this chance to forgive myself....

It's not that Im trying to avoid any of the HAALF or wad... But but.... There's just something that stops me from being with you guys...

Well...Aeisha's latest post did hit me though.. I admit that we should never be sad or wad whenever we are together.. But the fact that what Im going through now, I just couldnt hurt or trouble u guys much further...

That blood disease of mine is acting up again.. And apparently, the doc has suspected me of having _____________. This ___________ have causes me to have mood disorder and asthma frequently.. When I get too tired or stressed up, I'll just pass out.....

The last visit to doc really hit me so so.. Till I just came to a point to just avoid everyone.. I was clueless then.. Shocked, angry with myself... I really dunnoe who to confide in to.. I was left stranded even more to confide with u gerls coz I just couldnt trouble u with my problem and knowing that my parents knew nothing about this.. Well, they knew that I used to have that blood disease, but not anymore...

So.... I pray.. Pray that HAALF can forgive me this time round... Till the next appointment with the doc, only then I'll get the final answer to all this worries....

OOooOo yaa... Aeisha... You've given a good introduction of yourself.. Coz, all this while.. I've been wanting to ask u... Wads the meaning of aeisha'B.. The "b"..haha!! You've got me answered... *winks*

Last and all...... Take care babes and do enjoy your holidays... && I miss HAALF's company..

Yours truly...

Lyyy