Mula lah ku dengan falsafahnya.. Cheyy cheyy!! Mari kite semua test Bahasa Ibunda kite kk? Hehe...

Kawan kawanku... Tahun Baru pun dah tiba.. Segala kenangan pahit manis yang telah kita lalui akan menjadi kenangan manis dalam perjalan hidupku..

Semoga tahun yang baru ini akan dikurniakan dengan kisah cerita baru. Kesalahan yang dilakukan di jadikan sebagai pengajaran dan ikhtibar dan semoga keesokan harinya akan menjadi lebih sempurna.

Mari kita semua mengucapkan kesyukuran terhadap Illahi atas ke-Besarranya dan semoga kita semua tergompol di kalangan anak anak yang Solehah. Semoga DIA menjauhi kami dari segala musibah dan memberikan CAHAYA kepada perjalanan hidup kite..

Awal tahun permintaan ku...

Semoga persahabatan kita kekal buat selamanya dan mencapai apa jua keinginan kita buat masa yang akan datang. Amin.

Wah! Still no one bothers to update hehs. Well, let me get the ball rolling for this brand new start of the year 2009.


Shall I ask you girls what are your new year resolutions? Haha. Hm, don't bother to ask me eh. Cos I dun like making one for I never once make my plans work accordingly. Thus, I just want a better 2009 than previous years (:


Anyways babes, let me share many things with you ppl as I have always regard you ppl as my great buddies even though we may not be in unison apparently.


Throughout these years, I have realized many things and it have made me wiser and stronger than ever. I did not have the perfect childhood of being seriously pampered or doted by my father. At that time, I used to sink in sorrows whenever I see girls of the same age with their fathers giggling and laughing away.


My father was a drunkard and drug addict. I still remember that he used to use violence against my mom and once tried to throw me down from a high storey. Upon knowing this, maybe you girls might despise my dad. To tell you the truth, I had never despise him once.


I remembered spending my childhood with him drowning himself with alcohol and drugs. But, he had never ONCE offered me those stuffs. And, I know no matter how bad he is, he meant no harm cos he was living under bad influence during that time. That was how I realized that he does care for me.


I am letting you babes to know all these.. cos neither am i seeking for sympathy nor attracting any attention. I just want you babes to know that I have been thru many great blows in life but I am still here. Just one word, courage.


I want to see my future.. and I know i will. Cos no matter how much knock-downs I have, I still have my courage. Thats the bestest gift that God have given anyone. I want to see you babes in my future too.. Cos you might not realized it, you have the same gift too like me. And, I know I will see you babes in my future once you open up the greatest gift ever, courage.


Maybe this post might sound corny, cheesy or cranky. But, concerns are supposed to be expressed out. Maybe I can see tears falling or smiles drawing in upon you reading this. Lets work hard for a greater year ahead all rights?

Babes, thanks for being in my life. It meant everything to me. Happy twenty O nine! (:

Love,
Aztina.